童话

我要变成童话里你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你 你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里幸福和快乐是结局 我会变成童话里你爱的那个天使张开双手变成翅膀守护你 你要相信相信我们会像童话故事里 幸福和快乐是结局一起写我们的结局 --- 光良《童话》 http://www.sportsbl.com/hot/jq1.htm 几个星期前和billy在厦门唱k的时候，姐姐说现在出了一个很感人的VEDIO，我一看，原来是光良的歌，叫《童话》，其中的这一段我特别喜欢，于是下工夫记住。在机场送billy的时候，他傻傻地拿着他的手机要录我对他说的话，乘他上洗手间的时候，我躲在角落里，安静地反复地一遍又一遍地为他唱着这一段，唱得眼泪从心里流出来，再硬生生地吞回去。想起在厦门的时候，billy病了的日子，我搂着他发烫的身体，刹时间恨不得把我的灵魂交换出来，让我呆在他的身体里替他受这份罪。转眼之间，他却是又离我十万八千里，远而又远，我再也是照顾不到了，一念至此，眼泪又是涌上 眼眶，怎么就学会了哭了呢？ 想起小的时候，特别喜爱看三毛，现特找出来，摘录几句，共鸣之： “虽然知道荷西能够照顾自己的衣食起居，看他每一度提着小箱子离家，仍然使我不舍而辛酸。家里失了荷西便失了生命，再好也是枉然” “神啊！请你看我，给我勇气，给我信心，给我盼望和爱，给我喜乐，给我坚强忍耐的心——求你放荷西常常回来，让我们在生死的夹缝里相聚——相思有多苦，忍耐有多难，你虽然是神，也请你不要轻看我们的煎熬，我不向你再要解释，只求你给我忍耐的心，静心忍下去，直到我也被你收去的一日——。” 请佛祖怜悯天下有情的人们，愿早日相聚，愿不分离

My ear sucks

I have like the worst ear infection ever! It all started about 5 days ago when I was still in Hawaii enjoying the sun and beach. That night my ear started hurting and puss-like liquid started coming out. Yesterday I was finally able to get some medication to knock out the bugs but I had the worst sleep ever. Till 6am I tossed and turned in bed while the same song kept playing in my head. My ear felt like it was twice its size and I could feel more puss coming out of it, just nasty. It feels a little better today but now it feels like my ear is stuffed with water or something, I think its just that puss stuff trying to get out.

New member Starting today, this blog will contain entries of both me and Amanda. That's right, you gotta be my gf to be a member of the blog. =)

I'm back Yes I'm back from Hawaii, it was a lot of fun and I am a lot of burnt by the sun. We stayed on Oahu, Big Island and Maui. Oahu is good for surfing and shopping, it is heavily visted by tourists. I think Japanese tourists make up for more than half of the tourists there. Big Island is good for sight-seeing because it has a lot of history and some neat little towns to visit. Maui is perfect for laying out in the sun and just being lazy, waves aren't that big but it is quiet and peaceful. I think my favorite was Maui, where I did some boogie boarding and snorkeling. Oh and I did some surfing on Waikiki beach, it was hard but it was a ton of fun. I think I did too much and as a result I lost some skin to the sun. Anyway I'm back in MN now and hope to be able to hang out a bit after I square everything away.

回家

Billy 今天终于从夏威夷回到明州，我觉得好安定，虽然一样是远隔重洋，毕竟我已经熟悉了他在明州的感觉，他还教会我怎么使用blog,害我整个人乐得飞飞的，好象从此所有的话都找到了安身立命的地方 今天找到了一个叫001的论坛，上面的人都在分享自己申请签证的经验，我学到了不少，看到拿到签证的那些人快乐的样子，我也替他们祝福，因为这样渴望团聚的感觉，我懂，有很多眼泪别人看不见，可是自己看得见，掉在手上，身上，会打得发疼。billy离开我的那天，我整夜整夜地梦见他，醒来之后自己在黑暗里注视前方，不晓得这样的日子何时才是尽头 明天去把今天看好的房子订下，喜欢那样宽大的感觉，到处都是窗户，房间里满满的阳光，待billy来的时候甚至可以在厅里跑步健身。在这样的房子里等待签证等待重逢兴许容易些，毕竟孤独和忧愁有了更多的空间承载着，人不觉压抑 亲爱的，连打出你的名字我的泪都会不禁而下，希望我佛垂怜，分离的日子快快结束

It s the third day you arrived in Hawaii,hope everything goes well there so many words so many tears

Internet again I went back up to the NWA VIP lounge to drink some free beer and my parents snuck in with me. They have this Sapporo beer machine that is incredibly awesome. Next to this beer machine is a fridge with chilled beer glasses. You take a glass and just put it on the machine and put a button. Then the machine tilts the glass at a 30 degree angle and starts pouring the beer. When it is almost full, it tilts the beer back to its original position and adds a bit of head to your glass. I had three perfectly poured Sapporos from the tap. After the beers I discovered that they had laptops that were free for you to use. So now I am on one of their Dells, it is much better than bein sober, paying $1/10mins and having to hear all those annoying sounds just to use the internet. Our flight starts boarding in about 30 mins and I have been rubbing it in to my parents that I'll be sitting upstairs on the 747 eating real food while they sit on the bottom in the back of the plane eating those nasty meals. While I'm having a lot of fun, I already miss China and Amanda very much. I hate that I have to leave just when I'm starting to get used to the people I'm with and the culture that I'm dealing with.

Trying to remember I'm at the Narita International Airport right now waiting for my flight to Honolulu. I realized I haven't blogged in a while and missed the chance to write about some interesting experiences while they were still fresh on my mind. I'm going to try and just write down things that I remember which I haven't posted. Note to self: Choose a different internet kiosk next time, one far away from the Japanese aiport assistant ladies who are constantly announcing something in a high-pitched voice in which I can not understand. Oh yeah, that damn moving escalator walk-way thing with its robotic lady saying "amunashi-something-something-mushi-sushi...(Japanese) The end of the walk is ahead, please watch your step." every 5 seconds is also annoying as hell! Well I think I'll just write about the things that I can remember most clearly, things that have happened today. I met up with my parents at this airport and we decided to get some food. I got the cold soba dish, it was good, but it had a piece of glass in it! Now I didn't want to be racist but being Chinese, my first instinct was "those Japanese are trying to get me because I'm Chinese!" I was just going to put it aside and finish my food as usual but then my mom wanted to point it out. She showed the Japanese guy the glass and he immediately took the plate away from me while I was still eating it. After coming back and getting down on one knee and apologizing to us over and over, he brought back a new soba dish for me and refunded my money. If I had a dollar for everytime he said "I'm veely sorry" I would be able to sit here at this internet kiosk till my flight takes off but now I only have 20 minutes left. I was quite impressed and I have to admit that the servers in Chinese restaurants can learn a few from them. They don't take complaints very well, but I think thats because most of the people are constantly complaining and they have just learned to tune it out. I'm flying World Business Class this time, for the first time. I took the opportunity to go upstairs and check out the NWA "club" for people who fly a lot of and people who are in business class. Its nothing really to be excited about, just a nice quiet place with a lot of comfy things to sit on and free wireless internet but I don't have my charger with me so I can't take advantage of it and need to pay to use this crappy internet kiosk at an outrageous $1/hour! Anyway, I think if I was here with some of my buddies we could really utilize that vip room. They've got wine, liquor, pop and beer, all flowing freely and endlessly! Yeah, if some of you guys were here, and maybe we're a little younger, we could really have a good time. During my stay in Xiamen, I saw two fights! One of them I saw the whole thing start and end. When I was leaving the building where my dad "works", a guy (Skinny Dude) was calling out to another guy saying "Why did you push me in the elevator?" The other guy (Pusher) comes up to him, gives him a mean look and punches him in the eye. My aunt who was with me at the time immediately tried to break it up and get the Pusher and his friend into the elevator and to where they were going. But Skinny Dude would not have none of it. He taunts the Pusher and his buddy out and starts talking more stuff. Pretty soon both these guys are on their cell phones for some reason. The Pusher and his buddy then try to leave via a taxi cab but the Skinny Dude says "Hey come back, I want to talk this over with you." Then all of a sudden, 5 or 6 guys get out of the elevator and run outside to where the Pusher and his friend are and start beating the crap out of them. There was a lot of punching and kicking and a lot of people watching, it was hillarious. The Pusher deserved to get his ass kicked for being such a dumbass in the first place. The second time I saw a fight was when my mom, Amanda and I were taking a walk after eating a lot during dinner. I saw some guys kicking around in the middle of the street and at first it looked like they were messing around because the kicking was pretty sissy but then it started to look real. One of the guys fell down and the other starts punching him while he's on the ground. Pretty soon some people run out to help the one on the ground and first guy takes off running. But he ran towards us! At first I was waiting to see if he stole something so I could tackle him but he just ran with nothing, I think he just pissed off some people. Later I thought about it and I think it probably wouldn't have been too smart for me to try and take him on if he had been a burglar because he was big, bigger than me, I think. Well at least his air was longer than him and you know you don't want to mess with that. I can't remember too much expect for that we took a trip to Zhangping and lived in a cabin for a night and we also stayed at this awesome hotel by the hotel for a night in Xiamen. The trip to Zhangping was really cool because we went to this national park that my dad's friend was building. The place is really great and like I said, has waterfalls and mountains and all this nice nature stuff. But the point is that it was hell trying to get there. The road we took was shut off because of a rock slide so we had to take a 40 min detour. The detour was the worse thing I've ever ridden through. It was 40 minutes of non-stop driving through terrain that was more bumpy than speed bumps. If you can imagine driving a constant 35-40 over constant and unpedictable speed bumps trying to keep up with the car ahead of you. On top of that, you're driving on a side of a mountain, there were no fences to stop you if your car drove off the ledge. The width was is about one and half of our normal lane width and we were passing big construction trucks on the outside! It was scary as hell and bumpy as hell at the same time, for 40 mins straight! I almost puked several times, I couldn't even think, all I did was try to sing some Chinese songs. When we finally got to the place, the park was pretty much closed and it was hot and muggy. I was sweaty as hell and knew there we were going to stay in a cabin. This being China's countryside, I didn't have much faith in their cabins. But when we got to our cabin, it blew me away! It was nicer than a hotel room! It had a living room, a nice bedroom, clean bathroom and airconditioning unit! Our group of 8 split up into groups of 2 and went to our lakeside cabins with big smiles. Oh yeah, they had fridges with fruits and cold drinks ready. It was just such a stark constrast from the whole countryside driving and countryside houses. I have pictures and stuff but I only have two minutes left so I'm going to end it here and write more later!